rats and stats, gloom and doom

Out of a 75 question test with a point score of 1-6 being –

1. completely untrue of me
2. mostly untrue of me
3. slightly more true than untrue of me
4. moderately true of me
5. mostly true of me
6. describes me perfectly

Here is a sample of my 1-6 scores.

1. Q.57. I find it embarrassing to express my feeling to others.
2. Q.38. I worry about being attacked.
3. Q.33. I lack common sense.
4. Q.17. I’m fundamentally different from other people.
5. Q.36. I can’t escape the feeling that something bad is about to happen.
6. Q.13. no man/woman I desire could love me once he/she saw my defects.

I started seeing a psychotherapist. I think this is the best thing that has come out of my new status as a salary-earner, other than that life is the same as it ever was and I don’t ever want to let holidays, cars, weekends away and new clothes ever make me think otherwise.